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31/05/04 - 10:54

doom and gloom

there's some things i know. you know. when i tell you this. you should really just listen.

waiting only ever gets harder. i. i still wonder why i do this to myself, sometimes. why every time i go through a week where every hour takes a lifetime of pain from me, i promise myself i'll never do it again, and i do. and i do. and it's only ever hard. just one more week. what's a week?

and people can be just incredibly kind. i mean. really. quit reading the daily mail and try it. today i had myself a lil' breakdown in the national express station. i'm always doing that. i think me and Neil Hannon are the experts on that one. and. one young English guy reading Harry Potter and two rock chicks from Florida asked me if I was okay and offered me tissues. and the black kid on the bus next to me quit listening to 50 cent and told me to have a good trip. so. y'know. it's not all doom and gloom.

before / after

abe (books)

at ease

blue's news

doomworld

ebay

evolution (email)

gaim (IM)

galeon (web)

seemslikesalvation

sigur-ros

sourceforge

the ferrett

the onion

the register (tech)

tom's hardware

x-chat (irc)

xmms (mp3/ogg)

xsreality

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